1. |
Xeno
03:34
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I hear you laughing at me with the echoes right behind me
I feel the air around me and your gaze upon my body
You look at me as if we are not the same
I try to run away like a bullet train
I turn around to find that there is nowhere I can hide
I wish I could reply but I don’t have the heart to try
I think I'm gonna cry but I keep pushing it inside
I stand there in the light as you dissect me with your eyes
What am I made of
That you’re afraid of?
Am I contagious?
I wanna wake up
It’s been a couple hours and the food is turning sour
Your voice is getting louder but you’re looking like a coward
You think that all I need is some clarity
You wanna try and put me in therapy
But don’t you think I've tried to sterilize my thoughts inside
I've prayed a million times and cried myself to sleep at night
But maybe you’re not right and we’re just different by design
‘Cause how can you decide who I can love and lay beside
What am I made of
That you’re afraid of?
Am I contagious?
I wanna wake up
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2. |
Neptune
02:22
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Eyes up at the sky
Trying to find
Infinity lines
Is anybody out there?
Been trying to breathe with no air
Out in space
I don’t need to wait
Looking for answers
Mercury dancers
Leading me the way there
Down here it all decays
Only you take me back when I feel like I'm drifting into the deep
Only you slow down the hours with me
Lately I've been laying in my bedroom
Caught up in the thought that we’ll be dead soon
How much longer till we’re out of headroom
Still it’s raining diamonds up on Neptune
Lately I've been laying in my bedroom
Caught up in the thought that we’ll be dead soon
How much longer till we’re out of headroom
Still it’s raining diamonds up on Neptune
Can you breathe? With your feet down on the concrete
When you keep burning out up at high speeds
Why you sad when everything you have is here
In your palace filling up your bath with tears
On your Island, think you’re in alignment
No you’re not, you’re just caught up in refinement
So sad, misinterpret the assignment
But keep smiling, keep smiling
Lately I've been laying in my bedroom
Caught up in the thought that we’ll be dead soon
How much longer till we’re out of headroom
Still it’s raining diamonds up on Neptune
Lately I've been laying in my bedroom
Caught up in the thought that we’ll be dead soon
How much longer till we’re out of headroom
Still it’s raining diamonds up on Neptune
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3. |
Waiting For You
02:18
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Hello, waiting for an echo
No sound, what did you expect from a demo
And to be honest, I really want this, I can see beyond it
Metal feeling sentimental
Wonder what it’s like looking through your eyes
And tell me what you see when you dream at night
I spent all my life
I spent all my life
Waiting for you
Waiting for you
Waiting for
Heaven, only for a second
Lean in, opaline lips, evanescent
And through the plastic, I feel the magic, try and reconstruct it
Resin trapping the momentum
Wonder what it’s like looking through your eyes
And tell me what you see when you dream at night
I spent all my life
I spent all my life
Waiting for you
Waiting for you
Waiting for
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4. |
When I Fall Asleep
02:44
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Do you believe that what you see
Is as it seems and there’s nothing in between
What if you peeked and underneath
Was all machine and nobody heard you scream
Even if you tried, what if you were paralyzed?
Would you sterilize everything you memorized?
I’ll never reach an inner peace
‘Cause I’m a creep and they don’t want me to feel
The same routine, it just repeats
Until you bleed like we’re running on a wheel
But it’s all a lie, just a cup of cyanide
That they televise every minute of our lives
That we’re so divine living in a paradise
While we colonize every bit of wildlife
Tryna make it through the day now
‘Cause any minute I’ma have a breakdown
I don’t wanna be awake now
‘Cause I can’t even tell what’s real and fake now
When I fall asleep all my dreams come true
(Yeah I don’t even wanna be awake now)
Sick of this place, trapped in a maze
Want to escape but I’ve already overstayed
I’m not afraid to be erased
Without a trace, come and take me far away
Spending all my time staring up at satellites
Wonder what it’s like looking from the other side
I just wanna find any kind of sign of life
‘Cause I’ve been feeling like maybe I was left behind
Tryna make it through the day now
‘Cause any minute I’ma have a breakdown
I don’t wanna be awake now
‘Cause I can’t even tell what’s real and fake now
When I fall asleep all my dreams come true
(Yeah I don’t even wanna be awake now)
I come unwound, feet off the ground
We’re solar bound and we’re going all the way
Another round, we’re out of bounds
No turning ‘round ‘cause we’re going all the way
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Barely made my flight, we were up all night
Now I’m thinking ‘bout you
When you look to the sky in the middle of the night
Know I’m thinking about you
When I’m up this high with the city this bright
Yeah I’m thinking ‘bout you
As the clouds go by and you’re on the other side
Yeah I think about you
It’s never easy to leave you
Leave you
Going back and forth
In and out the door
You can bet that I bleed too
Take me back to shore
Where we were before
Where the waves were warm
I don't wanna be on my own again
When I'm far away and I need a friend to hold
I don't wanna play pretend right now
We just need to bend
We’re ascending
Barely hanging on
What’s this planet
That we’ve landed on
Barely made my flight, we were up all night
Now I’m thinking ‘bout you
When you look to the sky in the middle of the night
Know I’m thinking about you
When I’m up this high with the city this bright
Yeah I’m thinking ‘bout you
As the clouds go by and you’re on the other side
Yeah I think about you
Heavier than metal
You been running for some time
Dreaming in a vessel
Do you ever wanna let go?
Faster than the devil
Sending signals in the sky
Never hearing back in time
Are you there baby?
Made me look the other way
No longer summer days
They see it in my face
I know it's just a graze
They got me in a maze
And I hope it’s just a phase
I can’t see you gone away
Never mending all the way
I don’t want no longer days
I don’t want no longer days, I pray
Barely made my flight, we were up all night
Now I’m thinking ‘bout you
When you look to the sky in the middle of the night
Know I’m thinking about you
When I’m up this high with the city this bright
Yeah I’m thinking ‘bout you
As the clouds go by and you’re on the other side
Yeah I think about you
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6. |
Solar
02:39
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Lay down, acclimating to a different
Place now, watching as it all goes turning round
24 is just another way to keep me bound
Yeah I’ll be waiting for the sunrise
I’m memorizing colors on horizon ooo ooo
Always vibrant, ready I’ma dive in ooo ooo
Ooo ooo
Ooo ooo
Ooo ooo
I’m alive I’ma show you I’m alive yeah
It's always over so soon, soon
What happens when it turns blue, so lonely under the moon
With the flowers we just shiver in the cold night bloom
Yeah I’ll be waiting for the sunrise
I’m memorizing colors on horizon ooo ooo
Always vibrant, ready I’ma dive in ooo ooo
Memorizing colors on horizon ooo ooo
Always vibrant, ready I’ma dive in ooo ooo
Ooo ooo
Ooo ooo
Ooo ooo
I’m alive I’ma show you I’m alive yeah
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7. |
r u gonna love me?
03:28
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New faces, the traces still remain
Rephrased it, still recognize your name
So faintly, imprinted in my brain
But you disappeared when I was turning, I was turning around
I looked away for just a second, now the flowers are gone
Thought we were meant to be together maybe we got it wrong
Are you gonna love me, are you gonna love me, are you gonna love me right?
And are you gonna hold me, are you gonna hold me, are you gonna hold me tight?
Are you gonna love me, are you gonna love me, are you gonna love me right?
And are you gonna hold me, are you gonna hold me, are you gonna hold me tight?
I've waited about a million years
Cascading, just to find you here
Reshaping, you suddenly appear
We took a chance cause we were blind to see that we had it all
This time around yeah I’m not letting, I’m not letting you go
No more illusion or confusion cause I finally know
Are you gonna love me, are you gonna love me, are you gonna love me right?
And are you gonna hold me, are you gonna hold me, are you gonna hold me tight?
Are you gonna love me, are you gonna love me, are you gonna love me right?
And are you gonna hold me, are you gonna hold me, are you gonna hold me tight?
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8. |
Hyperstition
01:58
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Had visit with a spirit
Thought I saw an apparition, is this 20/20 vision?
Premonitions
Some would call it superstition some would call it a religion
Something hidden
Maybe this is just a different metaphysical connection
To dimensions
You’re crystalizing out of thin air
And there is nothing I can do but to stare
My body’s frozen but it’s not ‘cause I'm scared
Your fluorescence soaking up the room
Talking to you, no I'm not frightened by you
Talking to you, no I'm not frightened by you
What if all the pain is perennial?
I don’t wanna lay in a burial
Take me to a plane that’s ethereal
I would rather be immaterial
Listen to a song on the stereo
They say we’re alive, are we really though?
Put a smile on for the video
Is this what it’s like to be pretty though?
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9. |
Haunt Me
03:25
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I, I was doing just fine
Pieces of your name still remain but it don’t hurt the same
I was in control, I'd been healing on my own
Till I saw the cold eerie glow from a call on my phone
And like a séance I felt your presence
It’s like you slipped in through the seams of all my dreams
Tried to forget you, didn’t expect you
To reemerge outside my house and hit rewind
Why do you haunt me? pulling me back
Tryna get flames from a burnt out match
Making me sad, keep picking these scabs
Nothing you do is gonna bring me back
Haunt me, pulling me back
Tryna get flames from a burnt out match
Making me sad, keep picking these scabs
Nothing you do is gonna bring me back
I, I’ve got nothing to say
Up against the wall, getting lost while I run through your maze
Tryna stay afloat, they’re still reaching from below
If they pull me down I'll be bound and they won’t let me go
The water’s shallow, but in your shadow
You make it seem to be a million miles too deep
Cause when you hold me, you do it slowly
While you seduce me as you whisper in my ear
Why do you haunt me? pulling me back
Tryna get flames from a burnt out match
Making me sad, keep picking these scabs
Nothing you do is gonna bring me back
Haunt me, pulling me back
Tryna get flames from a burnt out match
Making me sad, keep picking these scabs
Nothing you do is gonna bring me back
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10. |
If You Let Me Go
02:40
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Sometimes you make me lose my balance
It’s like we’re on a different planet
You pulled me in just like a magnet
The only color on my palette
One breath, see how long I hold it
I’ll stay spinning in your orbit
So baby don’t lose your momentum
Inertia spreading like a venom
What you gonna do ‘bout a rose with a couple thorns
Just a little more till we’re both in our final forms
‘Cause if you let me go
I’ll never forget you
And we’ll never know
If we were meant to
Baby but we’ve lost our sense of direction
But you can’t fake this connection
So don’t you let me go
‘Cause baby we’ll get through
You run through my veins, capillary
Paralyzed with a shiver temporarily
Baby don’t cut me off from the IV
‘Cause I need every little drip inside me
Cause you got everything that I need
And your air is everything that I breathe
Baby drop all the doubts that you carry
Got an arrow in my heart for you
But what you gonna do ‘bout a rose with a couple thorns
Just a little more till we’re both in our final forms
‘Cause if you let me go
I’ll never forget you
And we’ll never know
If we were meant to
Baby but we’ve lost our sense of direction
But you can’t fake this connection
So don’t you let me go
‘Cause baby we’ll get through
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11. |
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Laying on the ground where I’ve fallen
Looking at the sky as it hardens
Wonder if I’ll die in the darkness
But you carry me away to the garden
I just want you so bad
So bad, so bad
I don’t wanna go back
Go back, go back
Just wanna let you know I’m trying
That I’ve been struggling to find it in me
To tell you that you got me flying
You set a different kind of fire in me, fire in me
I cried to you on the way home
Would it be any different if I blamed it on you
When you talk like an Angel
All you’d need was your wings and put a halo on too
I feel like I’ve been missing
And I realize I’m distant
Dont buy me some time by hinting
I’m probably alive just by looking in your eyes
Getting high
In the backseat of your white Honda
Had the windows down while we drove by
Had your face glowing by red street lights
Getting high
In the backseat of your white Honda
Had the windows down while we drove by
Had your face glowing by red street lights
Baby you’re the haven that I’m craving I’m not letting you go
Say you wanna take me to the edge you know I'm ready to go
I’ve been taking down these fences
And I don’t know what it is but I let you right through
Overtaking all my senses
Yeah the city is a blur with my eyes set on you
You taught me to let go
I’m keeping out the echoes
You saved me from the get go
You’re the only reason why I feel lucky I’m alive
Getting high
In the backseat of your white Honda
Had the windows down while we drove by
Had your face glowing by red street lights
Getting high
In the backseat of your white Honda
Had the windows down while we drove by
Had your face glowing by red street lights
Baby you’re the haven that I’m craving I’m not letting you go
Say you wanna take me to the edge you know I'm ready to go
Just wanna let you know I’m trying
That I’ve been struggling to find it in me
To tell you that you got me flying
You set a different kind of fire in me, fire in me
Trying
That I’ve been struggling to find it in me
To tell you that you got me flying
You set a different kind of fire in me, fire in me
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12. |
Centauri
02:35
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Say it
Tell me you want your body on mine tonight
I’m waiting for your call but you can’t decide
I know it’s been a year but it feels alright
Just take me
Now we’re getting to the end, 11:59
So we better make a wish before we close our eyes
Come close to, come close to me
We turn on your Atari
We play Super Ferrari
I’m pressed against your body
And feeling kind of naughty
You lost the game I’m sorry
I can’t help you’re a hottie
You’re lips taste like Pocari
Your eyes shine like Centauri
I’m seeing into you
We’re reaching altitudes
No need for parachutes
But I’ll wait, taking our time
We’re way better combined
Either way losing my mind
How you send shivers down my spine
But I’ll wait taking our time
Cause we’re way better combined
We turn on your Atari
We play super Ferrari
I’m pressed against your body
And feeling kind of naughty
You lost the game I’m sorry
I can’t help you’re a hottie
You’re lips taste like Pocari
Your eyes shine like Centauri
Just take me
Now we’re getting to the end, 11:59
So we better make a wish before we close our eyes
Come close to come close to me
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13. |
Could I Be Somebody
03:51
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All these one way signs, oooo
Left them all behind,
Been looking for you in the dark
But don’t even know what we are
Tried to shout but it comes out a hush
‘Cause I don’t think that I could take the crush
If only I could reach you, we could touch
I’m falling from the sky, I'm burning up
Baby you pull me through
Maybe you always knew
That I would find your clues
Your voice in my ear, its drawing me near
All of these different hues
I feel your presence move
I follow your perfume
I waited for years, for you to appear
Could I be somebody, could I be somebody, you love
Could i be somebody, could I be somebody
Baby you pull me through
Maybe you always knew
I feel your presence move
I waited for years, for you to appear
When our worlds collide
And it gets so bright
And nothing can tear us apart
I finally know what we are
Cause loving you feels like I'm waking up
You’re the only one I wanna touch
Sometimes I get too scared, I feel too much
If I could reach you it would be enough
Tried to shout but it comes out a hush
‘Cause I don’t think that I could take the crush
If only I could reach you, we could touch
I’m falling from the sky, I'm burning up
Baby you pull me through
Maybe you always knew
That I would find your clues
Your voice in my ear, its drawing me near
All of these different hues
I feel your presence move
I follow your perfume
I waited for years, for you to appear
Could I be somebody, could I be somebody, you love
Could i be somebody, could I be somebody
Baby you pull me through
Maybe you always knew
I feel your presence move
I waited for years, for you to appear
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14. |
EZ
03:00
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You can call me on the phone, leave a message at the tone
‘Cause I'm easy, easy
You can call me on the phone, leave a message at the tone
‘Cause I'm easy, easy
You know that I want you
You spin me like a typhoon baby
You got me wrapped around you
Now I’m wet just like a monsoon baby
How could i forget the image you reflect
From the infrared all the way to ultraviolet
The moment we connect, butterfly effect
Leaving you a text with my number you can dial it
You can call me on the phone, leave a message at the tone
‘Cause I'm easy, easy
You can call me on the phone, leave a message at the tone
‘Cause I'm easy, easy
I knew you would want more
Got you waiting for an encore baby
I see you start to lean forward
The puzzle pieces we form baby
How could I forget the image you reflect
From the infrared all the way to ultraviolet
The moment we connect, butterfly effect
Leaving you a text with my number you can dial it
You can call me on the phone, leave a message at the tone
‘Cause I'm easy, easy
You can call me on the phone, leave a message at the tone
‘Cause I'm easy, easy
Going zoom zoom, boom boom
Got the tunes tuned, in the room room
Going zoom zoom, boom boom
Got the tunes tuned, in the room room
Acting a fool, while keeping your cool
With a straight face
Acting a fool, there’s too many rules
That I want to break
You can call me on the phone, leave a message at the tone
‘Cause I'm easy, easy
You can call me on the phone, leave a message at the tone
‘Cause I'm easy, easy
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15. |
Dosey Doe
03:05
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Sugar got me spinning like dosey doe
I can feel you slipping, don’t let me go
Sugar won’t you take me back home sweet home
Stay up till the morning at six-three-oh
Can we wake up as friends?
Can we do it again?
Can we do it for real?
Are you doing alright?
Are you passing me by?
Are you really for real?
Sugar got me spinning like dosey doe
I can feel you slipping, don’t let me go
Sugar won’t you take me back home sweet home
Stay up till the morning at six-three-oh
Can we wake up as friends?
Can we do it again?
Can we do it for real?
Are you doing alright?
Are you passing me by?
Are you really for real?
Dosey doe
Don’t let me go
Dosey doe
Home sweet home
‘Cause you’re on my mind
What we left behind
Did we waste our time?
Looking for the signs
Sugar got me spinnin’
I can feel you slippin'
Sugar got me spinnin’
I can feel you slippin’
Remember the things we fought about?
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